Remember that Satan, including all of the spirits that follow him and everything of his multitudinous kingdoms and systems, are death (but very real). Death is his nature and signature. Living on this fallen planet surrounded by death can become overwhelming to a point where we no longer care is we live or die. To complicate the issue, when we truly understand Who God is and what He has for us in heaven ( a VERY real place), our desire to depart and be with Him can grow.
The problem with not caring about life as it exists right now is that we open ourselves to not taking care of ourselves and, in more developed cases, we invite death spirits into our body and inadvertently open our family (and those under our covering) to them.
Death spirits can go after you when you're with those you love most, exposing them to danger from car wrecks, ship wrecks, airplane crashes etc. Death spirits can also open you to heart attacks, cancer, and other diseases in which people experience slow torment and death at the devil's hand. There are other types of "death spirits" that bring economic, social, and other kinds of death including "ruin" and destroy some part of your life,
If you already opened that door, close it in the name of Jesus. Say: "In the name of Jesus, I close every window and door to death to me and those under my covering. I renounce and reject every kind of death spirit. I will only die to those things that Jesus wants me to die to. I cut off from me, and from those under my covering, every evil manifestation to death. Jesus, I will die to those things that you want me to die to, so that I may have abundant life."
An additional comment about death: accept no death - neither of life, love, work, friendships, etc. Remember, Jesus came to give life more abundantly.
I have to interject here that there is a godly kind of death: death to sin and the sinful nature. Satan promotes death of life, God promotes death to death. Reject Satan's deaths. Embrace God's deaths (to sin, ungodly self)...for they are life and Life.
